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So tie me up, just make sure I can still breathe
When the walls start to close in they just keep closing in on me
Been spitting blood as long as I can recall
I'm turning ghost white
I haven't been sleeping at all
Already numb to everything around me
No need to worry I'm already self medicating
So do your worst, I don't care if it hurts me
Just dig that knife in
My heart's already bleeding
I wish you could have known me when I was still alive
I thought I stood for something, I didn't want to die
Now all I'm left with is this misguided hate
Fuck the anesthetics, I want to feel it all
Fuck the anesthetics, I want to feel you rip into my face
I want to hear my shattered teeth fall into the floorboards
I don't know when I turned into this man
I just can't pinpoint the day the spark left my eyes
Black as a doll's and glossed over
Just close these windows board them up so they don't open anymore
I wish you could have known me when I was still alive
I used to feel something, I didn't want to die
Now all I'm left with is this leftover lathargic teen angst
I wish I could find a way to feel anything other than disdain for everything we claim to love
If you could have known me when I was alive
Before I gave up, before I died
Fuck the anesthetics, I want to feel it all
Fuck the anesthetics, I want to feel you rip into my face
I want to hear my shattered teeth fall into the floorboards
Nothing's exciting
None of this matters
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World's Greatest Dad
03:10
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I want to know what it's like to be with me
No future goals and nothing happening currently
This liquid glue is the only thing that's keeping me from falling apart
But it bubbles at the seams
I don't know where I'm going
I hope they find me dead in a bathtub
Fit for a former child star
Water around me, machine-made breeze, fresh air from the aerosol can
Death's a beach
All I've done has added up to nothing
I have hardened in all of the wrong ways
I'm too young to be this unhappy
I won't move forward but I will run away
I don't know where I'm going
But I hate where I am
Soon the day will come when I learn a new party trick
Soon the day will come when I disappear
With this new trick, I'll disappear
I hope they find me dead in a bathtub
Fit for a former child star
Water around me, machine-made breeze, fresh air from the aerosol can
Death's a beach
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Grimace
04:22
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I'm just trying to be a person you'd want to be with
And I know I've still got a ways to go
To be a suitable suitor able to keep your interest
Give me a chance, I've been trying my best
I wish I wished I would slow 'er down
But you and I both know the only thing to do around
Here is to see life through the bottom of a glass
It allows my personality to flourish
I'm just trying to be a person you'd want to be with
And I know I've still got a ways to go
To be a suitable suitor able to keep your interest
Give me a chance, I've been trying my best
I'll sit and watch you from afar
Just so I can be sure you're getting what you deserve
I wish you well
From the bottom of my cold heart
Just melt it down, you'll see
I wish you well
I'm just trying to be a person you'd want to be with
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Pepe Silvia
03:34
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Hellbabe iii: Dry Guys
02:40
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I just wanted to say
Those good times will never change the way I feel today
I'm here to prove that not only the good die young
Bite through my tongue to stop the words from coming out
All that's left to do is smile
Don't tell me how you've been
You know I never asked, you know I never will
Never thought I'd turn out this way
I just wanted to say
Those good times will never change the way I feel today
I'm here to prove that not only the good die young
Bite through my tongue to stop the words from coming out
All that's left to do is smile
Don't tell me how you've been
You know I never asked, you know I never will
I'm happy now but I'd be more so if you weren't
This isn't how I thought I'd be spending my days
Keeping an eye out if somebody makes you smile
I'm happy now but I'd be more so if you weren't
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Tomacco
01:08
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I wish that I smoked cigarettes
Give me something to sing about
'cause these words don't come out like they used to
I need a cliche line for my back pocket
About how I need to step outside and light one up so I can clear my head
I wish that I smoked cigarettes
Could inspire a shit tattoo for some hipster's fucking chest
A place-filler piece of a place-filler line in between two sparrows
About how my black lungs have been gasping for air
I hope it's infected
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